Monday, December 19, 2011

Its been so long

Its been so long since my last post.
Life not really good. Full of ups and downs.
Just thank god for giving me the strength to hang on.

Lets Start with school.
Ever since holiday ended.I really don't like going to school.
Mainly is because I don't know how to face her.
The 3 of us are not the same anymore. I am not happy when I am with you both.
Maybe that's why I choose to avoid you both if possible.
I am sorry that I changed. I am not as cheerful and as easygoing as I used to be. You are right.
People change when they are hurt. So do I.
Sorry for all the quarrels I had with you guys.
Maybe I deserve it.

Now on family.
This few weeks keep having fights with my mother and it keeps on getting bigger and bigger.
I don't know how long more I can hang on to. I have no one to turn to. I felt so lonely.
Today the fight was big. First time I was so angry that I push her.
She keeps wanting me to move in and stay with my father.
Sometimes I wonder if she treats me as a son.Everything she do feels like she hates me a lot.
I am just tired of this family.
Tired of everything.
That's why I really don't look forward to anything in my life now. Best is I can die today.

But of all bad things that happened.
Some good things do happened.
Met some nice friend that understand me.
And during this type of times then you will know who are your friend and really care for you.
Best thing I ever did is to know GOD,gave me the strength to hang on.
Church is sometime I look forward to after a long and tiring week.
Church is my true home and the only place in the whole world I feel happy in.
So hope you guys can accept Christ in your life too.
Tats all for today.
Nights

Monday, October 24, 2011

School Week !!

YoYo !!
Finally have time and not lazy to blog ^^
One week of school have past and all I can say that its boring,tiring but of cos do have some fun in it.
Been hitting the gym since school starts. Hope will grow fit after few months of training. JYJY !!
Need to study hard too because if I don't go well for this semester I might as well quit school.
First day of school its a good start because its the first time I take the same train with my angel and the first time we talk so much !! Really Happy ^^

I can't say I have totally forgotten about her but I am slowly letting go.
Found out some things about her during this few events and I am kinda sad and disappointed because she is not the girl I thought she might be.
Hope God will takecare of her and and hope she will be happy everyday.
Also hope she will find a guy tat she will really love and cherish.


Enjoying going to the church more and more.
I feel happy there and I know that God is helping me through the tough times. Thanks God !! ^^


Tats all for today then.
Will try post at least once a week.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

School Starting !!

HELLO !!
Almost a week never post liao.
Been a very interesting week.Really enjoyed it a lot ^^

Went out with YT and her friends on Wed and Thur.
We had a very good time and I met a lot of new friends too.
Really enjoyed it and hope next time can hang out with them more !! ^^

Help my Mom finished painting the rest of the corridor on Sat.
We finally finished and the new corridor looks so nice !!! XD
Starting to like painting ever since "Project Angelz 3" LOL !!

Today went to church as usual.
Had Mac for breakfast then lunch want eat duck rice de but the Hawker under renovation T.T
I miss the duck rice !!
After that went to Town to help my bro changed a new plan and new phone.
Then went home to rest.

Tml school starting liao have mixed feelings about it.
Can spend time with my retards but still need study and wake up so early !!
Need to work hard this sem liao ! No more slacking ZB !!
JYJY all !!

Today finally able to let go of her.
Guess I am really a stupid guy.
I should have know why will she like a ugly and stupid guy like me.
But nevermind its over already.
Scared of loving someone from now on.
God give me strength to get over it.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Helping People

YoYo !!
Going to write about last Saturday.
Last Saturday went for the CSC event "Project Angelz 3"
Its a event where we go to low-income people house to help them paint it.
Its a very meaningful event and I really enjoyed helping people in need.
The smile on their face when they see us coming is something that money can't buy.
Met a lot of nice people during the event and I am really grateful that everything when well.
I learn how to paint too !! Its easy and somehow I like the feeling when I finished painting a wall.
Going for the event again next year if there is one and next year I am sure going to ask my retards to join me because it will be much more nicer and fun to have them around. ^^


Today when to causeway point to meet JM and FX for lunch !!
We ate Crystal Jade.The food was very nice but i eat a bit only because you know I have a very small stomach and I kinda get full very easily =P
After that acompany JM shop shop around before going home.


Today I also help my mother paint the corridor with the help of my brother.
And I can say We did a good job for beginners.^^
Tml going to continue the painting !!
JYJY !!


Thats all for today.
Will try update more =)
Byee !!

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

HiHi !
Going update about my life so far.
About a week never blog because I am lazy =P

Monday
Went to the Zoo and Night Safari with my retards.
So long never go to the Zoo liao.
Lots of animals to see and kinda amazed by those animals.
YT and JM keep saying that I am related to the animals. So bad =X
Very tiring because keep need to walk.
Enjoy the animal shows too.The animals are so cute !! HAHA =)
After that we went KFC for dinner and both of them eat a lot !! As though few days never eat liao.
After dinner went to Night Safari.Its my first time going there so I am kinda excited about it.
Its dark and kinda scary but of cos I not scared lar is both of them that are scared.
Scared of the bats flying over our head.
I like the Night show best !! The Zookeeper prank people then a women scream damm loud.So funny sia !! =X
After that we went to Timah for supper and go home after that.
Always a great day with my retards !!
Looking forward to go out with them more !! =)

Tuesday rest at home because Monday was so tiring.
Wednesday which is today I went to CGH to accompany my mother to the doctor because she is having a tiny operation.
Glad that she is okay now ! 
Thank you God =D 


A message from you makes my day more happy.
I can't seems to forget you no matter what and I like you more and more each day.
I don't know if you can feel it.
Sometimes i just hope that you can give me a chance to prove to you that I am the right guy for you.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Bro Birthday

HELLO !!
Today is my brother birthday !
Finally he is 16.Hope that he can be more mature and study harder !
Give him a Fahrenheit cap for his birthday gift.Hope he likes it.
We also went to Ichiban Sushi for dinner !! YUM YUM !!
Reminds me of the time I went to eat with my retards.Really miss tat time.
After that went to Arcade play awhile before going home !
Enjoyed today with my family =)

Today afternoon also meet up with YT for lunch and we ate KFC.
We kinda talk a lot as usual and I think because we got some time never meet up.
Just hope school can start faster so I can spend more time with them !

Tats all for today ! Going to rot at home for the next 2 days =) 

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Have a little faith

HiHi !!
Today was a great day !!
Went back to church after a long time.
Decided that I was going to let God into my life.
Don't know why I am feeling this way but the moment I step into the church I suddenly feel excited and happy.The feeling was great !
I like this church a lot !! Guess I will be attending church every Sunday from now on. ^^


After church went to IKEA for lunch !!
The food there was delicious =P
After lunch walk walk around IKEA before going home.
Overall had a great Sunday !!
:)

Today is the first time I never message her before her work to tell her to JYJY and takecare.
Having too much fun singing in church till I forget =P  Sorry !!
But actually I think I got message or not she also won't give much care about it.
Don't know why I am doing this. Kinda foolish i think.
As long as she is safe and happy. I am happy too.

Looking forward to my outing with Retards !
Hope everything will be smooth that day !! ^^

Friday, September 23, 2011

HEY  !!
Today woke up around 9 to check my results.
Even though I never fail any modules my GPA is only 2.0
Cannot say I am disappointed because I expected it just hope next semester I will be able to work harder and improve.
Happy that my retards did well and hope they will be better next semester too. 
My angel also did very well !! =X

Today the police called me regarding some stuff.
I told them everything is fine and is settled already but in my heart I can't help but feel that maybe it is not ??
Tell you the truth I am kinda scared because this thing could ruin my life.
Really want to thank god for blessing me through.
He given me the strength to hang on.

Tml finally going to work after skipping it for 2 weeks.
Going to aim to earn 2.4k by end of this year.
Lots of things I want to buy !! =P 

Its been few weeks since I last saw you and days since we really had good talk.
I miss you a lot.I know we can never be like last time.Hais...
Just hope school can start soon.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Learn from your mistake

HiHi.
Last night was the worst night of my life.
Something happened and it might change my life forever.
Its the greatest mistake i have ever made and i learn from it.Never will i do it again.
I pray to God real hard that nothing will happened to me and i am glad he answered my prayers.
Thanks God.Guess i will be going to church every Sunday from now on.
This thing is settle for now but i don't know what will happen in the future but i hope god can bless me through it.
Got to be strong and hang on.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Movie !

Hi Hi !
Its been a weeks since i post !
Anyway today went to watch movie !
First time with family and second time with my city college frens !
I watched Johnny English twice today ! Its Damm funny xD 
Everyone was laughing and its not boring to watch it twice.
Finally meet up with my city college frens. Really miss them alot !!
We had dinner and we really talked about alot of stuff. Make me laugh like crazy. 
Really miss the time back at City college.Very pity only been there for a year only.
Going try meet up with them more often since i am having holiday now.


Anyway tml going to repair my Laptop.
Display having some problems due to my itchy hands ! Stupiak me !

One last thing.
I really miss her a lot. Still can't forget her.
Really hope we can go out more often and i really miss talking to u
Hais...why did we end up like tis ? =(

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Mooncake !

HiHi =)
Today is a great day !
Never went to work because too tired liao.Hope my boss don't fire me =P
Wake up,eat breakfast then went to City Hall to find my Mom for lunch !
Saw a very pretty girl then. Lucky me  xD

After that went to Aunt house for Mooncake !
So long very eat Mooncake liao,very nice ! I like the lotus and Durian one most ! =)
Maybe tml go buy some Durian one for myself.
We also have early celebration for my bro birthday ! Have buffet too =)
Really enjoyed the time playing with my nieces ! They are so cute xD
I like children !! =) HAHA
Planning to go Aunt house stay a week of so,take time to play with them.

Hmmm,dunno what to do tml.Should i go bugis see wu zhun ??
Anyway tats all for today,going sleep liao !
Nites Nites =)

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

New Design !

HiHi =)
Just changed my blog design.Don't know if its nice ma ?? If need any changes please tell me.Thanks !

Anyway today staying at home to rest.Kinda boring,nothing much to do also =X
Morning went to Bangkit the POSB to create a new POSB Account.Going to try to plan my money well !! Been spending too much since school starts =P 

Yesterday accompany JM to take her BTT test and I am glad that she pass ! Congratz ! =)
We are going to take our FTT on Nov 2,hope we can pass it with one try =) JYJY !!

Hmmm,nothing much to post today.
Just testing out the design only.
CYA !!

Monday, September 5, 2011

Hi Hi !Today was a very tiring day !
Went to work early in the morning and my manager assign me to the frozen section !
Do till my hands all numb and red ! Poor me T.T
Anyway work was good.Busy and get to see pretty girls xD
So kinda not bad ! =)

After work went to West Mall to find YT to do some stuff !
We went to many shops ! Had a lot of fun as though its the first time we go to West Mall.
We acted like Primary school kids ! 
We also went to arcade to play,YT keep winning me ! Pure luck only =P
After that we went to eat dinner and went home after that because I am like so tired ! Few hours of sleep last night only !!
Now watching The Mask 2 !! Nice show  =)

Writing for yesterday !
Retards came to my house for dinner !
We had Pizza ! Tat blur blur JM ! Pizza come liao also dunno,I think she singing songs or playing games??End up my Mom pay for it xD
After dinner due to somethings kinda make JM angry ! Really sorry about it JiaMin !!
Send YT back home afterwards and went home !
Always a great day with them ! Love them most ! =D

Btw want thanks YT for the Morning message and blog post !
Really appreciate it and very touched ! =)
Thanks !

Friday, September 2, 2011

Great Day ! =)

Today was a very fun spent with JiaMin and FuXiong ! =)
We were suppose to meet at Yishun MRT at 12.30pm but in the end both of them are late by 30 mins !
Next time I also don't reach in time liao ! Make them wait for me instead =P

After that we go head off to Party-World !!
Was very fun mainly because its my first time singing K (though I never sing because I am music retard ) and because seeing JM down there own self high and acting like a small kid !!!
Haha,super retard lar her =P !!

We sang for 3hours before heading of to GV Yishun to watch "Bad Teacher"
Something really PS happened then !!
We went into the wrong cinema hall because I blur blur led the wrong way.Then when we go inside we also like damm blur because we thinking why the movie show half-way liao and why our seats kena taken by other people?! Haha. So PS sia ! xD
In the end we manage to find our hall.The movie was great ! Very funny ! =)

After that went to eat dinner at some Japanese place.Food there was nice !
But hor JM and FX bully me ask me help them go buy the food instead !!
JM u better remember it ah ! Next time will get my revenge !

After dinner we went to arcade to play awhile before heading home !
Going to rest early today because tml have work in the morning.
Nights everyone ! =)

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

A brand new start !

Today was a very tiring day.
Only slept for 3 hours last night before waking up for work.
Work was very busy mainly because all the Malay friends never come work due to Hari Raya.
Still I am glad because I like to be busy and it distracts me from unhappy stuff.
Saw a lot of pretty girls today too ! =P HAHA !

Today when home and watch Back to the future 1,2 and 3. Its an awesome show !! Everyone go watch !
Any more nice show to recommend ? If have tell me on my Chat box ! Thanks =)


Anyway feeling so much happier now because I settle all my problems and I feel like I am free of burdens.
Next month will be a good month =) Looking forward to it !!
Hope our retards friendship will grow better day by day. They are the best-est friends i ever had. Nothing will replace them in my heart =)
Hope everyone is happy ! Any problems can tell me.I will try help you all.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Is it too much to ask for ??

Hey afternoon...
Woke up feeling so sucky,so dead. Feeling like how am going to spend today without you.
Tears flowing down my cheeks as I write this post.
I am feeling so sad.Sometimes when I am outside I try so hard to control my tears.I try so hard to keep myself busy so I won't think about you but still I failed.You just keep popping in to my mind.
When you tell me you want to eat that,you want to do that or you want to have that things.I never say a word and do it all for you because I know you will be happy and I really like to see you happy.
Now all I wanted is a simple message from you.All I wanted is to spend my day talking with you,spending time with you.Is it too much to ask for?
I don't know why you are pushing me away from you.I feel like we are drifting apart.We are not as close as we used to.Somehow you changed and I can feel it.
I told myself since you are ignoring me and not caring about me.I should do the same too,I should not care about you,I should not always give in to you but saying is easy doing is very hard.
I can't stop caring about you no matter how bad you treat me.I am so stupid.
I don't know if you will read this post but if you ever read it.I hope you will talk to me and at least tell me whats wrong with both of us.
I never been so sad because of a girl.Clearly my heart tells me you are special to me.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Mixed Feelings

Hey Hey. Blogging in the morning again today.
Yesterday was a very happy day. Had steamboat with my retards =)
Was very tiring because need to prepare all the ingredients but lucky got JiaMin to help me if not sure i blur blur don't know what to do one.Thanks !
Dinner was good ! We drank wine,but mostly the one drinking is YiTing.She drink till so super high and also a bit dizzy.She really look like a retard then !! HAHA!
After that we watch TV till 11pm then send JM to the bus-stop because have someone accompanying her home ! Lucky for me  =P
Then come back and send YT home ! We kinda talk a lot of things along the way but mostly is me telling her my problems. Thanks for listening =)

Going to work later on from 2-10. Kinda don't have the mood to work but no choice. I have to keep myself busy so I won't keep thinking about her.
After work meeting YT for supper at railway mall ! =)


Her message to me definitely become shorter(1-2 words)and her reply takes longer time.
Sometimes when I see that I kinda have no mood to reply but if I don't reply,I won't get to talk to her.If you really don't want talk to me,please just tell me so I won't be feeling so miserable.Please don't find me only when you need me and ignore me when you don't,I feel like a spare part.
You are just tearing my heart apart. Its very painful...

Saturday, August 27, 2011

A new day !

Hey Morning everyone ! =)
Decided to blog at morning time.
Going to write all my problems here and leave it all here making sure it does not affect my life again.
Yesterday finally completed the last exam paper.Though exams is over,I am not really happy because I did not work hard enough for it and for the 3 papers I was really distracted by some stupid things.

These problems is making my life very miserable and I don't want it affect me any longer.
So I should
-Not think about her so much.
-Make new friends.
-Try not to be so possessive.
-Distract myself by doing other things.
-Find someone who deserve all my love and care.
Hmmm....dunno how am i going to overcome all these problems but was thinking of going out to all the natural places in Singapore and just do nothing except enjoying the view and peace.Take the chance to clear my mind too.
Like what JM blog says "YOU CAN IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN !"
So I am very sure I will be alright when school starts.

Anyway holidays starts today.Dunno how to spend it ?? 
Planning to go out with retards more.Try to work more if am not lazy.Going to ask my angel out !! HAHA ! 
Today going have steamboat ! Going to busy preparing all the stuff ! Haha,keep me busy !!
Tats all for now ! Will blog later tonight ! =)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Not a good day =(

Today was not a good day.Was very moody.
PMP test was very hard.
Can't remember anything about it and I can focus because I was thinking about something else.
After the Test I cab home. Mood was -200% then.
Sorry for making some of my friend worry about me. Didn't mean to do it.
So I guess my PMP gone too. Hope DCN won't be tat hard.

Hais...this few days mood not very good because of some stuff. 
And there are only 2 people in the world who know whats wrong. 
Will tell everyone when the time is right.
Everyday is a torture for me now. 
I dunno how long can i hang on. Am I even strong enough to survive it??

I really hope you understand.
I really hope you care about me.
I really hope you don't treat me like a spare part. 
I really hope I can get amnesia so i won't remember a single thing about you. 
At least I won't be feeling so miserable now
I hope someone can pull me out of this shit.
I am tired. So tired...

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Letting Go

Last night told myself that I will let go of her.
Bury her deep inside my mind and not think about her again.
But today at work,my whole mind was thinking about her. Even now I am still thinking about her.
I feel so miserable. I feel like I am torturing myself.
I know that me and her will never be together but I dunno why I am still holding on.
Can feel that she don't even care about me,to her I am no one bahz. Maybe someone she find when is bored. And when she is not bored,she totally forget about me. 
Hais...I feel so sad.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

EXAMS !

HiHi !
Its been awhile since I last post. Kinda lazy and sometimes don't know what to write also.
Have been fine this few weeks. Learn to be more happy and learn not to think so much also.
Somtimes its better to go with the flow and leave the rest to god.

Anyway,my HTML sem exam is finally over ! Even though i felt that I can do better if i listen in class and started revision earlier I am still happy because I put in the effort to study and I did my best during the exam.One more thing is that I am happy to see both of my retards putting in effort and studying hard too. JYJY ! =D
1 exam down 2 more to go.Will be putting much much more effort for the next two because it is more difficult and I have no clue what the module is about !! Hope can meet up with my retards to study everyday because both of them are my motivation and is also because of them that I choose not to go up on exams. Thanks ! =)

Thats all for today ! Will try to update more. JYJY everyone for their exams ! Nights =)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Who to turn to ??

Feeling so angry,sad and jealous now !
Don't know how to vent out all my anger !
Don't know who to talk to when i am sad !
So decided that maybe blogging it out will make me feel better.
Actually the reason why i am feeling like this is because of YOU.
Maybe is because i am jealous or thinking too much that affect my judgement.
Sometimes I just want to know what I am to you inside you heart ? Do you care about me ? Will you notice if i am gone someday ? Do you even bother about me ?
Sometimes when you are unhappy and alone. I really want to step up and cheer you up,accompany you but I know you have him so i stand back and this really make me feel so useless and miserable.
Days without you seems so long,even a mintue feels like a few hours,I dunno how to past it.Sometime i just walk around the house waiting for time to past.
I am really glad that you found him and i really hope he treats you well...

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Back =)

Hey Hey !! Its been a long time since I last post.
This week has been a Fun and tiring week.
Fun because of my friends and the 2 retards but tired is because i wake up early everyday.
This week I never late for school because I change to take MRT to school. HAPPY =D
This 2 days never work because I am Lazy and tired. Hope my boss don't fire me :B

Today wake up at around 12.30pm and decided not to go for work.
After that I msg JM and found out that she never go for work and walking around alone.
Kinda worry for her but lucky got her good bf to accompany her later on.
( Anyway JM just want to tell you to HANG IN THERE !! Don't give up and cheer up =)
 Ur bro will always be here for you =D )

Today finally meet up with my Father after not seeing him for 2 months. Kinda Miss him =X
We went to bangkit to have lunch and we talk about alot of things.
Hope next time we can meet up more often =)
Went to BPP to meet up my mother for dinner but she late as she run from house to BPP
she thought she can run within the time limit but she slowly for 30 mins =X
I ate Japanese and its very delicious.Wonder why i never try it when i go to BPP tat many times ?
after dinner went to NTUC for weekly shopping. Bought alot of stuff but my stupiak bro keep rushing us home as he wants to play game -.-"
Now at home watching Journey to the West and going to watch shows till 3am
Shall blog more next time.
Cya !! =)





Sunday, July 24, 2011

Tired !!

Today woke up at 4am in the morning because I have to attend some "Service Course" for my work at Tampinese. Reach there half hour early before the lesson starts. So many people there then I found out that i am surrounded by many many  "Ah Bi Geil !! 
Lesson was fun and time pass really fast still i leave the class 1 hour earlier because I have to meet up with that BLUR BLUR Jiamin to accompany her to her new workplace at Somerset. ("Glad to know that she likes it and doing well there =D ").
After that I went to City hall to meet my family for lunch, we went to eat "Din Tai Fung" it was very nice and I am really content !! Went to Levi's after that to buy 2 new jeans,really happy because I can finally found guys jeans that fit my size :B 
Then I went to my Aunt house at Pasir ris, went to have my dinner but alot of food i cannot eat because its either too spicy or too oily =(  
After dinner I fall asleep on the sofa because I am just too tired already !!! 
Then my family take a cab back home ^^
Thats all for today,going to watch TV till 3 am.
Cya and Nights =)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

The 3Rs

YoYoYo !! Today woke up late for school and in the end late for GD for 2 hours but still I am able to complete my design all thanks to FuXiong help and my clever mind :B Today very happy because its the first time i am able to complete my DCN practical work without the help of anyone. So HAPPY !! =D After school,Me Jiamin and Yiting when to Queensway shopping centre to shop for YT running shoe. In the end we buy a blue running shoe i think cause the Salesman is very funny,he is trying very hard to speak chinese and we like don't understand a single word he says. Yt and Jm today also abit crazy one,keep going to this store just to see a handsome guy =P Stupiak !! :B After that we went to Ikea to eat,lots of things i want to eat but cannot because i am still not feeling well to make it worse Jiamin keep making the "food is vey nice face" to make me want eat even more =(
After that we took bus home and i accompany Jm back to sembawang,i went to bangkit for dinner cos sun plaza like nothing to eat one.Going to try to do my E-quiz by tonight. Wish me luck. JYJY !!! =)

Monday, July 18, 2011

白痴三人组

Yesterday,Me,Jiamin and Yiting went to walk the Singapore Quarry and Bukit Timah railway track. It was a great day ! The view at the Singapore quarry is very nice and awesome as usual,really makes me feel much more relax and happy after what happened on Saturday night. After that we went to walk Bukit Timah railway track,so many people there ! We took alot of photos on the way and some looks really funny especially Yiting one !! The rocks on the tracks makes walking so painful and to make it worse,Yiting and Jiamin bully me =( Yiting keep asking me to carry her bag for her while she takes photo and both of them keep putting their body weight on me while the try to balance on the track. How old already !! =P ( Actually i also got play abit =P ) Hmmm,after walking for 1-2 hours we finally reach the Bukit Timah railway station. It was my first time there,so yeah kinda amaze by it. Saw a father trying to pretend to tie his son on the track,saw 2 cute dogs and 1 very funny lady =P After that we went to G7 to eat tian ji. Very nice ! especially the Salad prawn,LOVE IT !! Yiting met a very nice flying ant which she thought she ate it,haha,she almost vomit everything out !! After that we went to take 184 where me and JM alight first and then i send her home. Great day !! I really enjoy it and i hope we 白痴三人组 can go out more often next time !

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Feeling better

Hi ! Today was not a good day. Woke up with a swollen right eye,should be cause by the crying last night. Feeling better right now cause of the good fren i have. Talk to me,cheer me up. Will try to hide these things inside my heart,will try to forget it. No mood to post much today. Hope tml will be a good day,looking forward to it. Nights !

Saturday, July 16, 2011

No hope anymore.

Just found out something and i really hope its not real but it is and i have to accept it. Just feeling so sad now,cried out just now but not feeling any better. Won't be telling any one what happened,this has got to be my greatest regret. I am so tired. I dunno what to do. I feel so sad. If only i can die in my sleep later,things will be much better. All my motivation gone,no point to work hard anymore. Just dunno...

TGIF !

HiHiHI !! Today woke up late for school and ended up missing Photography lesson and almost cause Jiamin to be scolded because her JAP homework is with me. Really SORRY about it !! Lucky she not angry with me =P Today is 3 of my Classmates birthday and we celebrate for them thanks to the great help of Dehong,really like this class alot and hope we don't get seperated too much in year 2.After school stay back awhile to do the thinking project,not as easy as i though it will be thought i didn't even do much.After that went to Causeway Point with JiaMin and Yiting to Makan LJS,this was the 1st time after 2 months since i eaten fast food and i was like so happy only lor ! =D Work Work Work at night. It was super boring. No stock to do and i face out till sian liao,i dunno if i should quit this job ?? Anyway going to sleep liao cause just now rain,should be a good time to sleep !! Looking forward to sunday ! Nights =)

Thursday, July 14, 2011

First Post !

Hello ! Finally created a blog after a long time because i saw JM and YT doing a blog also. Hope i won't be lazy and will update it regularly. Today was a great day except for the studying part. GD was okay but DCN was boring like hell. I slept since the class starts because i dunno how to do a single thing,kinda feel like quitting sch.After school me and Jm when to LTM-2 to watch Ah di while GW,DH and YH went to do their Japanese roleplay stuff. Anyway,watching Ah di now and JM keep telling me that the "Yimin" is very cute,HAHA ! Dunno how many times she says that since afternoon XD and and the words that "Dake" is very meaningful,like so happy one =) !!! Tats all for today,will post again soon !