Finally started second year of poly. Not with the same class as JM and YT,kinda sad... =(
Anyway,I am still same class FX so its kinda okay. Year 2 so must start working hard le. Cannot get the lousy GPA like year 1.
This 2 days went to help BB primer with the Club Crawl. Its fun and tiring. Met a lot of new friends,join like 4 cca and able to spent time with Retards. ^^
Have some-things I want to write down here since there is no one I can talk to about.
I thought I have fully let go of you but the truth its just that I push and hide my feeling deep inside my heart. And sometimes the feeling tends to come out again and it does not feel very good.
Sometimes I wonder how will I react if you have a bf ? I guess I will feel super terrible and sad but anyway I am prepared for that day to come. I just hope you will be happy and he will treat you good.
My greatest wish is to be with you but I know miracle don't happen and I know no matter how hard I try and treat you good we will never be together. I just pray that one day soon I will really let go instead of hiding my feelings.
Feeling better after writing out.
Will try to post more since I am all alone and there is no one I can talk to except this blog.
Be happy =)
Cya !
