Rough Days !

Hey everyone !
Been having a pretty rough 2 days.
Firstly,I had a huge fight with my mom and she threw my laptop on the floor which cause me to be fucking angry and ended up smashing a big hole in my cupboard. I guess all this started because I was having a fight with my brother and my mom is unwell. Guess that pissed her off. I know its my fault but I am not going to say sorry because she threw my laptop. Just hope that she will recover soon and everything will be back to normal again.

So yesterday I went to HP Service centre to check my laptop for any damage inside it and thankfully nothing is damage but somehow that laptop is more noisy but I guess that's me worrying much.
After that I went to Bukit Merah to eat my favourite duck rice ! Its been so long since I last eat it and it was so delicious ! Kinda cheer me up a bit.
After dinner I went to watch "The Avenger" alone. Finally been able to watch after so long ! The show was awesome but its kinda sad to watch it alone. Kinda make me realise that I don't have much friend. That I am pretty much alone. So hard to find a friend when you really need their company but never mind I am used to being alone and I guess GOD wants me to be alone forever too so yeah just face it.

So this is pretty much the rough days of my week,hope next week will be better ?

I know I am thinking too much but sometimes I am really scared I will lose my friends and will drift apart from there. I don't know what will I do if we drift apart. I don't know if I will be able to handle it ?

That's all then. Try to stay happy everyone. Cya !

CCA Day !

Today was a very very tiring but awesome and fun day !! =)
Firstly,school ended at 11 which was the earliest of the whole week.
After school me and FX went to the library to watch movie because I need to wait for JM and YT to end class. Me and FX look like noob because we cannot find the hole to put the CD in and for the headphone. End up we have to keep looking at how other people do it. Noob us !!!

After that,I went to the BB primer welcome tea party. It kinda reminds me of the time I was in BB during secondary school but of course this time it was much more happier because of the retards.I also have to do a forfeit by writing the word PRIMER with my backside. Anyway I am sure I will enjoy the future events and all of this will start from the first camp that I am going to attend in the upcoming weeks. Hope that I can make more new friends and be more happy,not so lonely.

After BB,me and Angel number 2 when to the Campus Crusade for Christ welcome tea party. It was pretty fun and awesome. Love the singing part and the words from the seniors is also very true. Like kinda mind changing. I am pretty sure I will attend this CCA regularly as I want to know more about GOD and be closer to him. I also really hope that JM one day will become Christian and glad that YT is starting to be one too. Hope God will bless both of them. ^^

Shall try to blog more but I don't think anyone visits my blog anyway.
Just writing it out to express my feelings and thoughts.
Good Nights ! =)

Travel Singapore : Kampong Glam

Today Labour day ! Decided to go Kampong Glam with my mother after watching the video in NE class. Just to see see and explore the Malay community. All I can say was that I am very amazed by it. There is a very beautiful mosque there but too bad its under renovation if not it will be much more beautiful. There is a lot of restaurant there too and I am pretty sure that the food there is very excellent. There is still lots of alleys and shops in it which sells some awesome stuff. If got chance and time would really like to bring the retards there to walk,eat and shop. =)

After that me and mom went to bugis for late lunch and after that we went to Funan and I bought a new laptop !!! or should I say a new netbook. Mainly its because its light and has long battery life which makes it much more easier to bring it to school without complaining much.

After Funan,we walk to The Central to buy sticky for JM and YT. Hope they will like it.
Anyway today been a fun day and I hope that at least once a week I can take time and explore unseen sights of Singapore with my family ! =)

Second Year

Hi Hi Hi
Finally started second year of poly. Not with the same class as JM and YT,kinda sad... =(
Anyway,I am still same class FX so its kinda okay. Year 2 so must start working hard le. Cannot get the lousy GPA like year 1.
This 2 days went to help BB primer with the Club Crawl. Its fun and tiring. Met a lot of new friends,join like 4 cca and able to spent time with Retards. ^^

Have some-things I want to write down here since there is no one I can talk to about.
I thought I have fully let go of you but the truth its just that I push and hide my feeling deep inside my heart. And sometimes the feeling tends to come out again and it does not feel very good.
Sometimes I wonder how will I react if you have a bf ? I guess I will feel super terrible and sad but anyway I am prepared for that day to come. I just hope you will be happy and he will treat you good.
My greatest wish is to be with you but I know miracle don't happen and I know no matter how hard I try and treat you good we will never be together. I just pray that one day soon I will really let go instead of hiding my feelings.

Feeling better after writing out.
Will try to post more since I am all alone and there is no one I can talk to except this blog.
Be happy =)
Cya !

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